8.22.2007
this is fun.
I REALLY HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS SHIZZ. =.=
FUCK U ALL OK. CALL URSELVES MY FAMILY. ONLY KNOW HOW TO CONDEMN ME SCOLD ME. FARKING BIAS. WAN COMPLAIN DO IT STRAIGHT RITE. NO NID TO 打小报告. I CANT WAIT 2 GET OUT OF THIS SHITHOLE TT IS SUPPOSEDLY MY "HOME". ALL YOUR EXCUSES BLAH BLAH. SELFISHNESS. YOU LOOK DOWN ON ME. I DON'T CARE. DUN THINK TT U R SO HARDWORKIN BLAH SO WHAT. ASSWIPE. ONI NOE HOW TO 拍马屁. STOP ASKIN ME WHY IM OWAES OUT. WHY DO I NEED TO BE AT HOME WHEN I ONI GET ALL THE SHIZ FROM U ALL. ENOUGH OF ALL YOUR LIES TO AH MA. U ARE SO CHILDISH. JUZ STOP GETTING ON MY NERVES.
11:53 PM
6.13.2006
this is fun.
I wonder if its really my fault or wad.. Everytime when I get angry at u for a lil small matter, u'll juz get angry back at me.. I noe tt I'm gettin petty recently, but can't u juz let me be angry for tt lil while and i'll get over it soon? I've oso told u the reason for my change.. I think my change is not really unreasonable cuz its due to the change in u.. Can't I throw a lil fit sumtyms? Now it seems like have to ponder over if the matter is worth for me to get angry at u b4 I do so; otherwise I'll risk makin u angry back at me.. And the problem is, I'm not angry at the thing u thot i was angry at.. That's only the triggering factor.. The reason i got angry was due to a series of events that happened throughout the day that had accumulated.. I held back my frustration tryin to think of how to tell u why I was unhappy, but sometimes i juz cannot contain it anymore.. What had happened yesterday was just one such example.. We hardly communicate now.. And "communicating" means some meaningful or serious talk.. Not plain talking.. You don't like talking on the phone.. So it's alright.. But when we meet? We talk even lesser.. I noe u r tired at times so u don't feel like talking.. Do u noe why do I always tickle u? I'm not tryin 2 irritate u; I juz wanna get your attention..
But no matter what,
I
you..8:46 AM